My head is spinning. My thoughts are going so fast. I feel stuck, I don't know what to do or say anymore. I feel like I am a kid again going on a road trip. I look out the window as we drive down the freeway and watch the poles fly by. I used to make a game of trying to read the signs before we passed them. That's how I feel now but the signs going by too fast to read are my thoughts. It is equivilent to trying to catch a fly in mid-air, every now and then you will actullay catch it, only for it to slip out a tiny crack in your hands.