Sunday, October 16, 2011


Have you ever been going along with life, allowing it to take you where it wants, embracing the waves, and accepting every challenge it gives you, when all of the sudden you stop and realize your life has made a complete 180? I never thought I'd be where I am today. It's so strange to me, the way it has just come so naturally. It baffles me that with all this change and growth in my life and in me, I have not once felt out of control. That's always been a problem with me (or a strength depending on how you look at it), I've always needed control and without it I usually panic. But at this point in my life I feel this over whelming calm. I truly am content and happy. With my birthday approaching (October 27th) it has dawned on me that even with all the bull shit that has been thrown my way and with all the health problems I was told I'd never survive, here I am yet another year older and stronger than ever. All the people that said I couldn't make it can suck it. I'm so thankful for everyone who has helped me and stood by my side through out the years. I've been thinking a lot about the help I've received through out my life and I've decided that it's time to return the favor. I am going to do some volunteering and donating, as much as I possibly can. I already do quite a bit of donating but I don't feel like it's enough. I want to touch as many lives as I can, because so many people have touched mine. It's good karma, you know?

Thanks for reading lovelies! xoxoxo

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